How am I doing?

For this trimester I decided to take my classes in the morning, it was a bad idea at first but when I walked inside the library at such early morning (around 9:00am) after my first class I was so happy and surprised to see it so empty! It was just me and like other 2 or 3 people, it was so quiet!

Library, early in the morning!

One of the classes I'm taking is Calculus, I absolutely love it but sometimes it's kinda hard because I'm dyslexic so sometimes I don't understand quiet well what the teacher wants me to do, or it is just hard to get the idea. Fortunately I've found some ways to make everything more easy to comprehend. I don't use color coding because I easily forget about the coding, instead I just try to write everything, every single idea and I complete it with some graphics or sketches in separate index cards. I need to do this to fully understand (not only remember it, but it's important to know how it works). I'm giving my best, I need to get the best notes!

Calc. notebook :)

I love my binder ♥ and my pens ♥ and my notebook ♥ everything ♥

I'm not killing myself studying (now) but I'm doing my best to keep on track, I don't want to be the day before the exam crying and asking myself why I didn't study earlier. 

Another week starts in college, a hard one I guess (but I can't wait to Tuesday to get my 

방탄소년단(BTS) CD! So excited!) I have some homework due this week so wait for it! Yeah, just wait for it.

By the way, thank you for reading this, you're awesome and this world wouldn't be the same without you!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

MCAT (Mexico City Adventure Time). N° 1

I just have one week before going back to school, so I went with a friend of mine to eat some typical Mexican food (what? Mexican food in México!? NO WAY!!) but after enjoy all that amazing and tasty dishes we decided to go around, so we took a bus and we went to drink some ice tea ^_^. It was really a good time, he's the exboyfriend of an exfriend of mine, we had to talk about her because she was kinda a big disappointment, I'll tell that story later.

It was a fun day indeed... we tried and tried to take a good picture and always failed, until my friend nailed it!! This is pretty much what happened: 

Ah... good times!

I shouldn't have to went that way!

Today I went to my college, I needed to return a couple of books, after that, walking to the exit I saw one of my volleyball mates, and she was there alone smoking, so I decided to go with her and say just "Hi", because I hate to be rude, when I get closer to her I saw she was about to cry, my instant thought was: "Crap! I shouldn't have to went this way!". I said hi and then I HAD! to ask "you ok?"... worst question ever, after that I spent like 2 hours listening to this girl's problems with her boyfriend, wasn't that bad until she asked me for advice, I wanted to tell her that she should go home and read a good book, the only thing I could think of was that I was emotionally handicapped (because usually I don't care about people, not even significant others... what for me is insignificant other *sad face*) and she laughed D:

I feel tired of that conversation, I just wanted to came home!

It's hard to be an introvert in a world of extroverted people...

http://introvertedproblems.tumblr.com/

My Mexpost experience and the time when I got a postcard from South Korea

Before my birthday on October, a friend bought me a shirt, an N7 shirt... it supposed to be a birthday present but I got it until November, arghhhh! MEXPOST! D=<

Last year I sent a postcard to an oppa... I guess it was around the first week of November, so when I get to the post office they just took the envelope and based on the weight they gave me stamps, the total cost of the stamps was equivalent to the tariff... and that was it! My postcard arrived like 5 weeks after. The real fun was when oppa tried to respond me, he sent me this:

sorry for all the censorship!, but it's important for me to keep my identity as unknown

Some pictures of Seoul taken by oppa.

This supposed to get to my hands for Christmas... but I got it after Valentine's day! Thank you so much Mexpost!! 

Today I went to the Mexpost headquarters, actually I don't know if those are the headquarters but it's the largest Mexpost office I know, I went to deliver some postcards for a friend in Maryland, U.S.... they say it'll take around 3 weeks to get there... let's see if they can get in on time ¬¬ (I doubt it!)

I actually think it's a great experience to send that kind of stuff around the world and more when you get them! Please, send me a postcard *puppy eyes*... if you want a postcard from México, let me know ^^ heh.

Baah!

It's over... I'm dying of boredom!
Just recorded my dog jumping... that's it! I'm screwed lol

Purpose.

There are days when I'm sure that I will end up alone, only with my thoughts... Should I feel sad about it? 

There are days when I don't see the point on wake up and get things done, because I'm sure I will end up alone, only with my thoughts.

There are days when I think, and I think so much that I stop feeling

There are days when I can't wait for the night so I can stargaze, because I know nobody cares about it so nobody will disturb me and I can be alone, only my thoughts, the stars and me.

There are days when I feel more than happy because I know my life, this life, has no purpose, and I feel free... as free as the dust in the solar wind

Trimester is over~!

Yes! Yes! It is over! So now I have "one month" free... I say "one month" because I have to get ready for a very important test. A year ago, when my mom died, I was this close to give up on school so I just stopped going, but then I realized school, college, was the only thing I had, and I knew my mom would've been disappointed if I just quit so I kept going, unfortunately I couldn't pass all  my classes, now I have just one left to pass! I know I can do eeet!

I'm not even bothered because of the test, I honestly have a bad time when I'm off duty (lel) because I get bored, very bored, and I can't go out at this time of the year. How would you call a person that gets headache for being under the sun during short periods of time? :( that's what happens to me very often, so I prefer to stay at home... which is bad, and not so bad, because you know... I get bored but without headache (ay no).

I'll get an umbrella to go around México City =/

Yesterday while I was dying of boredom at my house I record some footage and made a little timelapse... 

Arguing... arguing everyday!

After my excitement of incoming weekend the only thing I made was have an awful weekend but oh well... I spent the whole weekend home alone :( just because I'm to proudy.

Finally I could upload the Kpop party footage video... I did some editing so it's not raw properly but still.

Here it is:

I hope y'all like it :)
I guess next party will be on the 28 or 29 this month (March)

Randomish No. 1

I've been thinking about raw footage and how make a cool video with that material... I watched Lana del Rey's video "Video Games" and somewhere in time I saw her during an interview, can't remember where, she said that she used to record lots  of stuff and that much of the vids using in the video of "Video Games" were recorded by her, which is cool, I like the song although isn't my fave. Would it be better to just put all the vids in one single video? with normal speed and basically no editing? Or would it be cooler to edit them and put a nice track? Also with time lapse... so much questioning about such stuff. 

On the other hand I got an instant camera! WOHOO!! I got the Instax Mini 8, white color and I'm so so so so so in love with it!! Can't wait to take lots of selcas YEHET! 

Awww sad but true that's all the big news I have lol. 

Downtown Mexico