Long time no see

Has been a while since I was here and so much has happened, life is in constant change and it'll keep moving, as we all do, as earth does, as the Milky Way does.

This sense of despair is growing every day.

Purpose.

There are days when I'm sure that I will end up alone, only with my thoughts... Should I feel sad about it? 

There are days when I don't see the point on wake up and get things done, because I'm sure I will end up alone, only with my thoughts.

There are days when I think, and I think so much that I stop feeling

There are days when I can't wait for the night so I can stargaze, because I know nobody cares about it so nobody will disturb me and I can be alone, only my thoughts, the stars and me.

There are days when I feel more than happy because I know my life, this life, has no purpose, and I feel free... as free as the dust in the solar wind