Lost and found

This week has been good, I can't complain. School is good, life's good and that doesn't mean I don't get to have a good adventure.

I've tried to get along with a couple of classmates and it seems that I can't, I'm aware that I'm a difficult person to hang around with (that's why I prefer to be alone) but I thought, for a second, that we could be some kind of friends, I don't see it that way anymore. Maybe it's because I try to hard to get along with people, even though I know it doesn't work that way, maybe I can't understand (or I don't want to) new people, people I don't know well, maybe I feel uncomfortable with people wanting to know me better. In conclusion, I don't trust people.

I guess I'm overthinking it (I do it all the time).

In other news, I got lost! For the first time in my entire life! I wanted to walked from my school to the metro station so I can wait for the bus there but I walked and walked and walked. Supposedly it's a 15 min. walk but I walked like one hour straight and at the very end, when I was more clueless than ever, I realized I was walking by the back yard of my school.

I don't know how that happened, I just walked. Funny thing is that I had to take the bus where I take it everyday so yeah, it was for nothing but the adventure. Fun, fun.

Blue

These past days have been really hard for me. I've been feeling really bad and I don't know if it happened because I had a long weekend at home, I doubt it though. I stayed at home part of Monday and I went to school at 2:00 pm, wasn't feeling like attending calculus class. In the morning I was kinda sore, my legs were sore and I felt too sleepy, I drank water and I had breakfast and it didn't help

I just want to sleep all day, I don't want to think about anything anymore, I feel like I'm carrying a heavy burden on my shoulders and it's starting to get heavier. I wonder if I'd ever feel good, like really happy, I long for that to come.

Dreaming

I had a dream about, I will call him Baozi, he was with his group outside of the mall and they were performing. I was walking by when I saw them and of course I was excited. I stood in front of him and he took my hand, of course I blushed. After that fans and his group made a formal bow, and he grabbed my arm and we ran away from there, running through some kind of tunnels, I was scared because it was too dark but he was holding me, making me feel safe. After walking and walking we ended up in some kind of building with dress rooms and more people started to appear. Suddenly I saw a "friend"  which is weird because I don't know her, never seen her, don't even know if she's real and I can't remember what's her name, I was very pleased with this dream

When everybody arrived I had to leave because I had to meet with my boyfriend but I didn't say that to Baozi, I just told him that I had to leave. Immediately he asked for my phone and he saved my number. He told me that he wanted to be with me and it was so cute, it was too weird that he said that they had to go to Japan but that he'd call me and we were going to meet as soon as he were back and of course I said yes and when I was walking to see my boyfriend and break up with him he woke me up TwT.

How am I doing?

For this trimester I decided to take my classes in the morning, it was a bad idea at first but when I walked inside the library at such early morning (around 9:00am) after my first class I was so happy and surprised to see it so empty! It was just me and like other 2 or 3 people, it was so quiet!

Library, early in the morning!

One of the classes I'm taking is Calculus, I absolutely love it but sometimes it's kinda hard because I'm dyslexic so sometimes I don't understand quiet well what the teacher wants me to do, or it is just hard to get the idea. Fortunately I've found some ways to make everything more easy to comprehend. I don't use color coding because I easily forget about the coding, instead I just try to write everything, every single idea and I complete it with some graphics or sketches in separate index cards. I need to do this to fully understand (not only remember it, but it's important to know how it works). I'm giving my best, I need to get the best notes!

Calc. notebook :)

I love my binder ♥ and my pens ♥ and my notebook ♥ everything ♥

I'm not killing myself studying (now) but I'm doing my best to keep on track, I don't want to be the day before the exam crying and asking myself why I didn't study earlier. 

Another week starts in college, a hard one I guess (but I can't wait to Tuesday to get my 

방탄소년단(BTS) CD! So excited!) I have some homework due this week so wait for it! Yeah, just wait for it.

By the way, thank you for reading this, you're awesome and this world wouldn't be the same without you!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

MCAT (Mexico City Adventure Time). N° 1

I just have one week before going back to school, so I went with a friend of mine to eat some typical Mexican food (what? Mexican food in México!? NO WAY!!) but after enjoy all that amazing and tasty dishes we decided to go around, so we took a bus and we went to drink some ice tea ^_^. It was really a good time, he's the exboyfriend of an exfriend of mine, we had to talk about her because she was kinda a big disappointment, I'll tell that story later.

It was a fun day indeed... we tried and tried to take a good picture and always failed, until my friend nailed it!! This is pretty much what happened: 

Ah... good times!

I shouldn't have to went that way!

Today I went to my college, I needed to return a couple of books, after that, walking to the exit I saw one of my volleyball mates, and she was there alone smoking, so I decided to go with her and say just "Hi", because I hate to be rude, when I get closer to her I saw she was about to cry, my instant thought was: "Crap! I shouldn't have to went this way!". I said hi and then I HAD! to ask "you ok?"... worst question ever, after that I spent like 2 hours listening to this girl's problems with her boyfriend, wasn't that bad until she asked me for advice, I wanted to tell her that she should go home and read a good book, the only thing I could think of was that I was emotionally handicapped (because usually I don't care about people, not even significant others... what for me is insignificant other *sad face*) and she laughed D:

I feel tired of that conversation, I just wanted to came home!

It's hard to be an introvert in a world of extroverted people...

http://introvertedproblems.tumblr.com/

My Mexpost experience and the time when I got a postcard from South Korea

Before my birthday on October, a friend bought me a shirt, an N7 shirt... it supposed to be a birthday present but I got it until November, arghhhh! MEXPOST! D=<

Last year I sent a postcard to an oppa... I guess it was around the first week of November, so when I get to the post office they just took the envelope and based on the weight they gave me stamps, the total cost of the stamps was equivalent to the tariff... and that was it! My postcard arrived like 5 weeks after. The real fun was when oppa tried to respond me, he sent me this:

sorry for all the censorship!, but it's important for me to keep my identity as unknown

Some pictures of Seoul taken by oppa.

This supposed to get to my hands for Christmas... but I got it after Valentine's day! Thank you so much Mexpost!! 

Today I went to the Mexpost headquarters, actually I don't know if those are the headquarters but it's the largest Mexpost office I know, I went to deliver some postcards for a friend in Maryland, U.S.... they say it'll take around 3 weeks to get there... let's see if they can get in on time ¬¬ (I doubt it!)

I actually think it's a great experience to send that kind of stuff around the world and more when you get them! Please, send me a postcard *puppy eyes*... if you want a postcard from México, let me know ^^ heh.