Purpose.

There are days when I'm sure that I will end up alone, only with my thoughts... Should I feel sad about it? 

There are days when I don't see the point on wake up and get things done, because I'm sure I will end up alone, only with my thoughts.

There are days when I think, and I think so much that I stop feeling

There are days when I can't wait for the night so I can stargaze, because I know nobody cares about it so nobody will disturb me and I can be alone, only my thoughts, the stars and me.

There are days when I feel more than happy because I know my life, this life, has no purpose, and I feel free... as free as the dust in the solar wind

Trimester is over~!

Yes! Yes! It is over! So now I have "one month" free... I say "one month" because I have to get ready for a very important test. A year ago, when my mom died, I was this close to give up on school so I just stopped going, but then I realized school, college, was the only thing I had, and I knew my mom would've been disappointed if I just quit so I kept going, unfortunately I couldn't pass all  my classes, now I have just one left to pass! I know I can do eeet!

I'm not even bothered because of the test, I honestly have a bad time when I'm off duty (lel) because I get bored, very bored, and I can't go out at this time of the year. How would you call a person that gets headache for being under the sun during short periods of time? :( that's what happens to me very often, so I prefer to stay at home... which is bad, and not so bad, because you know... I get bored but without headache (ay no).

I'll get an umbrella to go around México City =/

Yesterday while I was dying of boredom at my house I record some footage and made a little timelapse... 

Arguing... arguing everyday!

After my excitement of incoming weekend the only thing I made was have an awful weekend but oh well... I spent the whole weekend home alone :( just because I'm to proudy.

Finally I could upload the Kpop party footage video... I did some editing so it's not raw properly but still.

Here it is:

I hope y'all like it :)
I guess next party will be on the 28 or 29 this month (March)

One more push...

It's almost Friday! Yehet!! Today was a very important day to me because I did a presentation about oprical fiber, I hate to do presentations, I really hate it. I feel uncomfortable, judge by people, shy, nervous when I do any kind of presentation or speech, fortunately or unfortunately I had a partner, we did well... I guess.

In other news this weekend I'm going somewhere outside the city and I have no expectations on this trip, wish I could stay home and play some Mass Effec but oh well, life isn't perfect. I think I'll take this chance to try a time lapse... a sunset time lapse (wish me luck)... now that I talk about videos I'm currently uploading some footage I took at a K-Pop party last year, only 500 more minutes to go... almost.

Hope everybody have a nice weekend, except me because I'll be away from home.

Randomish No. 1

I've been thinking about raw footage and how make a cool video with that material... I watched Lana del Rey's video "Video Games" and somewhere in time I saw her during an interview, can't remember where, she said that she used to record lots  of stuff and that much of the vids using in the video of "Video Games" were recorded by her, which is cool, I like the song although isn't my fave. Would it be better to just put all the vids in one single video? with normal speed and basically no editing? Or would it be cooler to edit them and put a nice track? Also with time lapse... so much questioning about such stuff. 

On the other hand I got an instant camera! WOHOO!! I got the Instax Mini 8, white color and I'm so so so so so in love with it!! Can't wait to take lots of selcas YEHET! 

Awww sad but true that's all the big news I have lol. 

Back in town

I've said so many times that "this time I'm going to keep on with my blog" so I hope this is it. I don't think I have so much to say about me... just one thing: I'm a big of an introvert and I'm proud! I promise I'll try to update this blog as much as I can although my life is not that interesting to be honest, I hope y'all get to know me :)